people

well since my life generally sucks i'm going to persist to sit here....and type....and hopefully....eventually my life won't suck as much.....what am i to do with myself...i want to make movies....which noone will watch because everyone hates me....i can't have my friends anymore.....dont we get this??????? if im nice to people it may lead to friendship which will lead to another....andrew situation....which still pisses me off!!!!! i hate people and i can't believe i forgot about that for 9 months...what sucks is normally when a breakup takes place people....like focus on all the bad things that took place...but i was fucking happy.....its now that my life sucks......any amount of sanity that i had people convinced i had...well ...it was lost...in like 10 minutes...isnt that peachy....but thats exactly what i'm good at being phsyco....so maybe i should play on that...idk...im not going to that damn concert tonight...im so sick of everyone ...they all piss me off....at least i can dance :P hehehehehe i'm going home to hula hoop....wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee damn i hate my life so much
as long as i keep my expectations of the people low...i cannot be disappointed....ever ...ever...ever
just remember...people suck jocelyn and you cannot give in...ever ever ever ever again...they're all out to ruin you.......they're not worth your time....just remember that...you don't love....and you dont need anyone...go home...drink some coffee and forget about them.....well...